Hello,Im aware I haven't posted In a while.I hope you've had an amazing Christmas and new years.Happy 2015 :-).
My new years resolutions....
1) dont panic about small things.By this I mean don't get all wound up about things such as people not liking me.Or getting upset about what others think because that's their problem and so it's really insignificant and a stupid thing to worry about.
2) enjoy the little things.Do the things that make you laugh.Such as sit in trolleys and let your mum push you around tescos and all the way home and enjoy it because your having fun and other people just wish they were doing the same thing.And trust me it's fun..(if you haven't guessed yet, I have done this before.It was incredibly fun!).
3) Try to blog more.I say this to myself all of the time,and it's not that I don't love it, I do, i guess I'm just being lazy.And yes I am admitting that! Although the library is only less than a minute away,after school I can never remember or be bothered to go to the library.I get to the library and spend up to an hour, two hours tops and regret it because I realise I have other things I need to do. such as get myself ready for school in the morning.But I now vow that I'm going to try to blog more.
4) Not look back at the bad moments.2014 was far from perfect, with all of my family things going on I really didn't see any hope for 2015.But I'm going to try to live like theirs no tomorrow (I know it sounds quorny but it's true.) You only ever live once so why not enjoy it?why dwell on the past.I'm not saying forget it,but I am saying move onwards in the hope Mabie things might get better.
5) Capture the moment. Every great thing that happens, every smile, every scene, everything I see.Capture it, embrace it,love it.
6) dont let people put you down.I'm tired of feeling like a reject.So from now on I'm just going to dust it off and not get bothered about it.After all what's the point of getting worried?
7) embrace something I'm good at, I love art. It's gotten me through alot.I feel I can express my feelings on paper instead of telling someone or expressing it in a different way.If your good at something have faith in it.Don't give up!I'm good at art but I'm not going to brag, I still need practice.I aspire to be better than good.I hope to oneday be amazing.I hope to oneday be an artist, an animator or even a cartoonist.
8) Be greatful for who you already have.I have a very small family.I have my mum. And my cousins,this might not seem like alot to you but to me I'm greatful and glad I have them.This year I'm going to cherrish that fact even more, be there for them even more than I already was.
9) Be more confident not only in myself but also In what I do.I'm not very confident in school, it's taken me along time to get to were I am today.I'm proud of that!but I can do better.Talk even more than I already do.(im actually a very talkative person at home...Ummmmm..well... Very actually...)I hold my quietness in all day and it all comes tumbling out when I get home.Pore mum!don't be shy. Be happy with who I am and not nervous about that.
10) dont panic so much.I panic about literally everything.And it can't be helped sometimes but I could stop panicking about small things such as... What if they don't like me, what if they think I'm stupid, what if I say the wrong thing.Also I'm very clumsy and I could stop worrying weather I'm going to trip over or drop something ect.Because knowing me...Its possible that I'm going to do them anyway.
~ jess x